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February 2012

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I’ve been playing a game called Demon’s Souls. It’s hooked me. I’m not really getting into the story yet, you go kill demons that take human’s souls yadda, yadda, blah, blah. But, I’m intrigued by the gameplay. It’s an unforgiving game. You will die and will die often. But, that’s part of the appeal. You are not spoon fed. You have to figure out how to beat the level, you have to think and try different things to succeed, and if you die, you have to start the level from the beginning. Now that is sometimes annoying, but is also part of the game’s charm. The nice thing is that once you’ve unlocked doors or opened short cuts, those remain opened even after you die. The only thing you lose are all the souls you’ve collected, but if you manage to make it to the place you died, you get those back. The online feature is kind of cool too. Other players are able to leave helpful hints and messages.

You can search for most difficult games, and this one might show up on a few of those lists. But, oddly enough, it isn’t the hardest game I’ve played. That title would go to a game called Siren. Although now that I think about it, Siren was also a game that required you to learn how to make it through a level by trial and error, but it was a stealth game so the player is very vunerable and normally had no weapon.

Feb 29, 20121 note
#video games #demon's souls #siren

I hope to pull out the paints today, maybe oils.  I haven’t touched oils for probably 4 or 5 years.  I clearly wasn’t ready to paint at that time, but maybe now I will find a new appreciation for them.

Feb 19, 20123 notes
Feb 14, 20126 notes
#game of thrones #a game of thrones #daenerys targaryen #Khal Drogo #art #drawings #sketches #painting #illustration
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Feb 11, 20121,103 notes

I am a Christian woman, and I am disgusted by the Westboro Baptist people.  It’s so shameful that they protest at funerals, and I can hardly believe they were willing to do this at the funeral of those two boys that were just viciously murdered by their father.

People will always have different beliefs, but how we treat people matters.  I believe one staple of the Christian faith is compassion, and this church clearly has none.  And, when I speak of the Christian faith, I am talking about Jesus as an example, not necessarily what some Christian churches have become today.

I think 1st Corinthians 13 is a powerful chapter in the Bible, and maybe those from Westboro Baptist could care to read it more often.  

1 Corinthians 13

 1 If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast,[b] but do not have love, I gain nothing.

 4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

 8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

 13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Feb 10, 20125 notes
#1 Corinthians 13 #christian #westboro baptist

I got the job!!! I can breathe again. haha!

Knowing there was a possibility of unemployment for me was pretty scary. I can’t imagine the stress for those that don’t have jobs right now. It’s a scary time.

Feb 10, 20128 notes
#jobs

I read this article (haven’t watched the video yet) about abortion, and was really disheartened by this,

“O’Donnell cited opponents of the landmark Roe v. Wade court case that legalized abortions coming out and saying that the abortion they had ruined their lives. “That’s not the stuff I’ve heard from my friends who’ve had abortions,” she said. “Listen, not that it was a casual thing that they never think about again, but it wasn’t a life-defining negative thing.”

First, let’s take the Roe v. Wade issue out of it for a moment because this post isn’t about a legal issue. Instead, I noticed the rest of the quote where she says her friends didn’t have a problem with the abortion. The fact is that many women don’t have problems with their abortions, but saying something like this sometimes undermines the deep regret that many women do experience.

I have talked to thousands and thousands of women at my job at a pregnancy helpline, and I can tell you that I’ve talked to many who did feel like their abortion was a life-defining negative thing. You can be as pro-choice as you want to be, but please understand that some women really do experience negative emotional complications from their abortion. Just because your friends didn’t, does not mean there aren’t women (and men) out there suffering.

Let’s put politics to the side for a single moment, and lend a hand to those that are hurting. Is it really that hard to do? I’m so tired of a society that wants to pretend that these women suffering from their abortions don’t exist.

And for the record, people on both sides of this issue don’t always handle this well. Some pro-choice people want to ignore this problem. Some pro-life people want to blame the woman and say she deserves this pain. Trust me, I’ve heard a lot of crap over the years, and there are a lot of people suffering in silence because of this. If you are pro-choice and are totally fine with your abortion, please be supportive of the woman who may have had a bad experience. If you are pro-life, please remember to value the life of the woman as much as the baby.

That’s my two cents. Sorry this is kind of long, and I’m sure I might lose a few followers. I’m just really passionate about this stuff, and my heart goes out to women in these situations.

Feb 9, 20122 notes
#abortion #post-abortion

I have a job interview this afternoon. Yikes! My stomach is in knots, even though I believe I will do okay.

Also, yesterday was my court hearing. I am now a single lady. Everything went smoothly except that my ex showed up and brought his girlfriend. Am I the only one who finds that incredibly disrespecful? Who brings their girlfriend to their divorce hearing? I guess it shows his character.

But, all that’s behind me now and I can officially move on. :) It’s about time since we have been separated for a year and a half. My heart and mind moved on long ago, now I can legally move on. haha!

Feb 7, 20123 notes
#personal

jdsart replied to your post: Someone had asked if I was going to continue with…

Have you seen a kid drawing? is a big motivator, kids dont care,they just do it and enjoy themselves,thats where we come from but we let a lot of external factors and cynicism drag us down.Sometimes you just have to disregard the bollocks and just do

Good advice. I tend to not draw when I’m stressed, but really I just need to do it. Besides, it’s probably the best stress reliever anyway.

Feb 7, 2012

I have a job interview tomorrow, and I managed to totally dye my finger blue tonight while I was dying fabric. lol  I look so stupid.  I didn’t realize it soaked through the glove I was wearing.  I’m using baking soda to help remove it, but there is a good chance it won’t be completely gone by tomorrow.  Oh well. 

Feb 6, 2012

Someone had asked if I was going to continue with my art.  The answer is Yes!  I love art and don’t have plans to stop.  But, the stress of finding a job has slowed me down a bit.  So, if you are watching this blog because of the art, please bear with me.  It will come back.  I’m hoping in a week or so to gradually draw again.

Feb 2, 20123 notes

I’m kind of in the process of looking for jobs.  I hate this process.

Feb 2, 20123 notes
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